What to do

Sorry so long since the last post. Not a whole lot has being going on.

Okay, here's the thing. Taryn's shots are scheduled for today and I'm just still not sure what to do. I wanna be a good mommy and do the right thing, but WHAT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO???!! Okay I'll give you a little background on why I'm a little freaked about this. In nursing school we had to do an argumentative research paper in my lit class and I wanted to do it on why you should get your kids vaccinated, being the good little nursing student I was. :) But, my lit teacher said she wanted me to reverse it and do it on why you shouldn't get your kids vaccinated. So, I spent two to three weeks researching it and came up with a ten or eleven page paper that continues to haunt me. I wish I would never have listened to her and I wish I didn't save all my stupid papers so I could have just forgotten about it.

Like every mommy, you want to give your child the best start and I know there is good and bad to both. I guess I just need to figure out the best and just go with it. My husband tells me I'm paranoid, and maybe he's right. But, I want to protect her from everything. I know I just need to make a decision and leave the rest up to God. But, when you go thru everything we went thru to bring this little girl into the world, (more on this later) you can't help but want to just put her in a little bubble! ;)